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Thursday, June 30, 2011

What a day...

Okay, first of all, I apologize for the lack of post last night, blogger was being dumb.

Anyway, I wasnt sure if I wanted to share this, but I decided to anyway. WARNING: the following may be a little TMI! So as you all know, Kevin and I have been trying to have a baby for the last 2 years. My period is on time every.single.month. Its been that way for, ohhhh, the last 15 years. So when good old Aunt Flow didnt show up on Sunday (the day she was due), I got a little weirded out. When she didnt show up Monday, I started smiling. When she didnt show up by the time I went to bed last night, both of us got REALLY excited. Well, cut to this morning, I took a pregnancy test, which came out negative (what a shocker. ugh), and good old Aunt Flow showed up minutes later. I was pissed. Really pissed. God played a really mean trick on me, and I am NOT happy about it. To make things even more sad, Kevin said he woke up this morning and started thinking about how we would do the baby room. That made me cry. :(

Anyway, I continued with my day, trying not to let this upset me too much. I went to zumba class this morning, then finished cleaning up the yard and pulling weeds. I added to my farmers tan (mild sunburn, anyone?), and Im pretty sure my legs and back will be stiff in the morning. Oops. I went to zumba tonight as well, and there were only a few people in there, so we had lots of space to shake it!!
Tomorrow, I have step class in the morning, cleaning afterwards (its a never ending battle--sigh), then possibly some zumba tomorrow afternoon.

*Maybe next month will be our month....


  1. I'm sorry to hear that :( That's very disappointing! I'm hoping next month is your month!!

  2. That was a very mean trick that mother nature decided to play. My fingers are crossed that it does happen soon for you two.